So I’m going to let you in a little and introduce you to my life and some amazing people in it.
First there’s the women that gave me life. She’s my inspiration. She battles everyday with her mental health and has done since I was around one years old but says she can look back and pin point the point in her life she lost control. I find it truly inspiring and remarkable how someone can be at rock bottom and can’t see the light but can “battle” on to make you her reason to keep battling on! I rarely speak about my mother’s mental health as it’s a difficult subject for me as I can’t help or sympathise as I can’t cure her and I don’t know how she feels. One thing I know that drives people mad with depression is people that say “I know how you feel!” Because you don’t you never will until it hits you! I’ve learnt to manage my emotions and bottle them up to always be there for my mum as much as I can! She’s my diamond, rare and bright! She’s got such an amazing personality and she’s gorgeous!
Secondly is Keith, my other half. We’re newly engaged; he popped the question the 6th November 2017 over a candle lit dinner after an amazing trip to Dublin for his birthday! I’m very much excited to become a Williams in the next few years.
We’ve just got our first place together. We’re both loving the freedom that comes with been a young couple with a home together!
Keith was someone that walked into my life at just the right time! The beginning of last year I was very down and didn’t think if every meet “the one” after a few short term boyfriends and a 5 year abusive one I thought that was me done! But I didn’t know I’d already met him! Myself and Keith have the same circle of friends so saw each other regularly on nights out and social events. What I didn’t know was he had his eye on me for about 2 years previous and I was just the laughing joking Singleton that joked with everyone. Fast forward a little while and we’re all loved up!
Next is my circle of gurlllls! My ride or dies! My homies! We have Michelle, she’s getting married 01/09/2018 and I’m super excited to be standing by her side as her Bridesmaid! This lass is one of those who you can count on no matter what… need a lift she’s there, stuck in hospital craving chocolate she’s there, feeling lonely and need a friend she’s there! My favourite drinking partner and go to girl… Michelle.
Sam is my oldest friend, we met in school in around year 3 or 4. F*** me there’s too much to fill you in about this guy we’ve shared so many years and so many memories I couldn’t imagine a life without him! He’s like my soulmate without the sexual feelings if you get me?!
Amie where do I start with this one… she’s crazy you know that sort of craziness you need in your life. You may as well know her as Tequila. Every night out ends badly because we’re all jäger’Ed out from Michelle and Tequila’ed out from Amie! She’s the life and soul of the party but on the other hand battles with her own demons! She’s also an inspiration to me a lot like my mum. You can still drag yourself somewhere no matter how hard it is! As a matter of a fact she’s the reason I’m posting; she created a blog around a month or two ago and I found her posts uplifting, intriguing and empowering.
There’s so many more people I can fill this post about but I’d just keep going and going and going so I’ll put pictures of them instead.
Below is are my beautiful nieces; the love I feel for them is incredible I could burst. Unfortunately due to no fault of my own I don’t speak to my sister so I’m not allowed to see them this is another story for another time but they had to be included as they are my favourite little humans.
I cant forget my favourite star in the sky. Unfortunately my grandma passed away very tragically in December 2012 but she’s the reason I do what I do to make her proud. Again she’s such a big part of my life she will be a story for another time but she has to be apart of my introductory.
So this is my introduction into my life the smallest snippet! I haven’t even introduced you to work or my daily life. This really is an adventure it’s own delving into blogging life.
Thanks for letting me share.
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